Showing posts with label self harm. Show all posts
Showing posts with label self harm. Show all posts

Monday, 29 August 2011

upon her skin...

Words etched upon her skin, like a tattoo upon a heart.
Screaming at her 'FAILURE' 'FAT' and 'UGLY','FUCKED UP LITTLE TART'
Telling her she has been fucked up from the beginning .
All alone and crying in her head she can't find her way.
Metal touches skins
blade cuts the pain away
In the flow of red that gathers, with more speed travelling down her arm.
She feels her eyelids drooping, finding peace in herself at last.
The troubles of the past few years, are now faint and insignificant
Her spirit floating above the burden of the body that she once inhabited
She's going now, she's going...To place far away.
I bet you now regret telling her you wanted her dead each day.

A short poem i wrote in awareness of self harm,depression and abuse...please pass on and get the word spread...this is not right and no one from any walk of life should have to deal with it.

Wednesday, 19 January 2011

It would be better....


Ok so this is a poem i wrote about my friends 'self harm' problem. She said that her blade was her best friend sometimes. So i've tried to write that in aswell :)

I think it's really important people understnad she is not just crying for attettion, i mean only a few of us know...


A river of deep blood red
Running down my arm
Why can they not understand,
By this i mean no harm?
It makes me feel much better
It sorts out my head
Takes away my pain
Plauges my arm instead

I pick up the gleaming silver
Sometimes he's my best friend
I hold him to my forearm
For my hurting he will tend
Slowly he opens up my pain
I see it all run out
All the anger and the crying
No more need to scream and shout.

One day maybe i'll go to far
Maybe i'll cut to deep..
But in the end does it really matter
I'll no longer have to weep
I REALLY do not care
It would be better if i died
Everyone would be so much better off
If i were not alive