im out

Ok i am officially fed up and sick to death of people lying to me and not bothering at all to make time for anything unless they want something or want to know something. The only good bit is that i can sit here i know within my heart what is the truth.
'i love you'
'your one of my best friends'
'we have to meet up soon'
'i promise that didn't happen/was not about you'
'your so beautiful' and all the other general shit. I generally don't know how much more of it i can take.

A few years back for example this big thing happened and i kept asking one of my 'best friends' if it was because of a certain situation that had gone on... and i got 'no i promise' 24/7 when i already KNEW from more than one other friend this whole mess was due to that problem. how and why should i trust ever again?

I am sick to death of people ignoring me until they want to talk of feel they need to make things look good, i am so sick of that. in future, you have me in my life or not at all...I am sick of  my time always being wasted on people like that

rant over

A musical talent

Everybody go check out this AMAZING singer songwriter i met back in 2010. Her music is incredible, unique and moves me all the time. She deserves to be noticed... say Carrie Underwood/Laura Marling/Aliie Moss/Lissie... so if you love any of them you know where you should be heading right now :)  The links will all be at the end of this post.

The reason I love this woman so much is not just because 'i know her personally'. It's because when i met her i was going though a lot of shit and despite being the incredible talented woman she still treated me as an equal. She has a heart bigger than whatever is big..it depends on what you guys define as big...but for me...bigger than LOVE and love is huge. I'm trying to do a good deed a day and this was the very first person i thought of bearing in mind how busy i am right now, i dont have time to breathe let alone go do anything so im giving her a heads up. She deserves to be recognizable so badly you would not believe.

So yeah could you take this and maybe pass either this link on and get others to check it out or one of the links below, trust me it will be worth every single minute of your time. This person has beyond any measure a level of talent i have never seen before.

www.facebook.com/ferniemusic
www.youtube.com/ferngreenwell
www.soundcloud.com/fernie-official
@fernie_music


PS: note upcoming gigs!!!!