Ok i am officially fed up and sick to death of people lying to me and not bothering at all to make time for anything unless they want something or want to know something. The only good bit is that i can sit here i know within my heart what is the truth.
'i love you'
'your one of my best friends'
'we have to meet up soon'
'i promise that didn't happen/was not about you'
'your so beautiful' and all the other general shit. I generally don't know how much more of it i can take.
A few years back for example this big thing happened and i kept asking one of my 'best friends' if it was because of a certain situation that had gone on... and i got 'no i promise' 24/7 when i already KNEW from more than one other friend this whole mess was due to that problem. how and why should i trust ever again?
I am sick to death of people ignoring me until they want to talk of feel they need to make things look good, i am so sick of that. in future, you have me in my life or not at all...I am sick of my time always being wasted on people like that
rant over
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