Friends like mine

Right blogging time! Im going to try and get myself back in the habit of blogging about things when i need to instead of sitting there taking it out on myself and practically getting no where in the long run.  It's actually thanks to a text i got from my best and she and only she will know exactly the thing thats currently bothering me in a personal level.
Ive just been thinking today about a handful of my friends who seem to care for me and i mean REALLY care....like adore me to little pieces care...and then been wondering just simply why because i really am nothing at all special, or worth it...nothing...It's also the friends that are like angels that im talking about...Ive been thinking about it to a point where its tore me emotionally and got me into a right state...Ive been sitting here thinking about how much i dont deserve these friends and then replaying in my head every messed up thing that went wrong in my life....
I mean i have friends whom everyone loves, everyone adores, everyone wants to be friends with...and yet...they are friends with me and its insane... 
I have friends that have stood by me through thick and thin no matter what has gone on they have not left my side...even when the whole world did 
I have friends who have faith in me and say 'you know what? lets do it!' and dont base my future and what I can do on just my past. If there is a dream they help me along and encourage me to pursue it.
I have friends who will give me the most amazing most beautiful hugs in the entire universe, they know if my go away leave me alone means 'go away leave me be' or 'no dont go i want you to hug me' These are the friends who think nothing of climbing in bed next to me and hugging me all night when i feel alone, afraid, upset or scared...
I have friends that know me better than i  actually know myself that can tell my life story better than i can just because they listen to everything i say and hold in their hearts even when i forget...Theyll remind me of the long forgotten good times when im upset to make me laugh, or remind me of a situation ive been in before that ive managed to come though even if it meant coming face to face with the devil. 
I have friends all over the world who all still give me time, attention, even when i dont deserve it...they message me if i havnt spoken to them in a week or so and be like 'i love you dont forget ok?' it makes my day, I love love, and those three simple words as long as they are meant mean more than the world to me.
I have friends who use the line 'you do that and hurt yourself then you hurt me too' and as much as i loathe that when it happens, its normally the thing that will stop me doing whatever retarded thing i had planned out..in the long run it means epic amounts to me. 
I have friends who i can act like a 5 year old again with and its perfectly ok...(Emma & Alice!!!) i can run around asda with them finding fruit that looks like rude parts of the body....or bombing down the aisle on the trolley singing...or dancing to music...or doing something totally and utterly pointless and stupid that just scares people into thinking weve escaped from the loony bin.
How do i deserve this...? I mean i could go on for alot longer but i cant remember what i wrote and what i havnt wrote and im too tired to keep reading back to check....

I'm not amazing, im not even a person worth a thought...yet i have friends like this?