I wish sometimes that my life was like a DVD..
Something i could observe from a distance, something i could rewind, pause or fast forward...or even better i could eject, throw away and put a new one in the player.
But then life is not like that, there are hard times...and i guess they do make you stronger, it's about learning to get through them, one step at a time.
There are times when i wonder why i bother...and what the point is in carrying on, like seriously...why the fuck if something is going to go wrong, does it have to do it all in one go. Life is actually a total arsehole, and it will screw you over more times than the biggest player ever will, more than anybody you could possibly meet.
No one dies a virgin, life really does screw us all.
I wish it was easy to just accept the fact, move on from it and it will be ok, but really, life just does not happen that way.
It's learning to dance though it, and live..just LIVE...and sometimes i need reminding of that...which is why i'm writing it as a blog, to read back on.
Even if you feel you cannot help yourself, then isn't it better to reach though the darkness and help someone else...just till you feel ok again?
I mean thats only a thought...but i think it's a good one right?
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