Jar Of Hearts

So i wanted to write a blog about this song because i am right now completely obsessed with it, i first heard it a while ago, i actually think pretty much when it first come out but recently, well i have just been totally obsessed with it, i totally need to make a dance to it, although i've been a fat slob recently so i'm most likely not gonna be able to move hahaha. But i do know that i have now learnt how to play this beautiful song on guitar, all my own singer songwriting has gone out the window all for this one song, just so i could learn it and be able to play it's crazy. 
I really LOVE the lyrics  
'Who do think you are
Running round leaving scars
Collecting your jar of hearts
Tearing love apart
Your gonna catch a cold
From the ice inside your soul
Don't come back for me 
Who do you think you are. '
There is so much power in them it's unbelievable, she really is getting the message and p[oint of her song across a million times better than any screamo music that is played today but instead uses a beautiful melody. 
Anyway i think you should all check out her video and some of her other songs :)  Here's the link. 
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8v_4O44sfjM&ob=av3e

Random Vent

Urgh i really don't know where my creative spark has gone recently, i want, more than ever to be able to sit here and write the words from my heart onto this blog, but i just cannot do it. It's over a week since everything started happening in Japan, and this woman has been pulled out....80 years old, alive, and a young boy, more than anything i was to write about this amazing feat...i want to write how strong my feelings of happiness are, but i just cannot.
My heart still continues to break for the people out there suffering, there were pictures in the newspaper today and one shows a woman crying, standing in front of a wreckage, which i can only assume is her home. It's just so sad, all i can think of is getting out there and helping these people. I actually have gone past caring if i died or not...i mean, if i did it would be for a good cause right.?
It makes me so mad i cannot write out what im feeling, its a total mental block and it fucking sucks.
I have this friend and she is totally amazing with words, and i dont think she even knows it. I adore things she writes, even just little things on her wall, i found a letter she wrote me two years ago...i wish i could write like that, shes simply wonderful.
I did find out today that the YA that were in Japan are back home in America, that is a big comfort for me, there are some amazing people on that tour and cast and i would have been lost to hear that anything had happened to them.
Peace.